I don’t remember what day it was or the month. I just remember that, that morning like every other hadn’t gone well. I was exhausted, the kids didn’t want to get up, the baby didn’t want to wear pants and like every morning, we were late. I practically flew to daycare and unloaded the kids as fast as I could. Already late and internally freaking out about what my boss was going to say, “ third time this week Amanda.” I frantically threw my car into reverse and within seconds